positive is the word..

feeling good about the day.. after ages i rose early and got ready for work.. felt like that little kid all excited to go to school on first day of her new term..hehe.. the comparison apt in more than one ways.. what with a new uniform (yes my company has uniform but no cribs to that..we are allowed casuals on one day a week), new footwear ( bought comfortable flats this time ,tired of strutting around in high heels) and a new watch (my hubby’s gift to me on the eve of my new job..sweet hai na) and also new hand bag(one of my marriage gifts)!!

all good vibes so far.. the welcome is warm..this company is reputed to be taking good care of teh employees and my boss is reputed to be the best boss around.. suddenly i am feeling very lucky !!

also lot of female crowd around.. so tea time gossip gauranteed i believe !!

all in all finally happy that i have started job again.. wish the profile and me mutually get benefited !! will work towards it!!

my friend rightly said “u have come here to learn and learn as much before u leave”!! A line to remember everytime i feel lost or lose focus on work!!

also someone said “dont be serious but sincere towards life”!! amazing na.. if only we follow it..life is as simple as it could get irrespective of circumstances surrounding us!!

happiness surely is a state of mind.. its proves time and again !!

do things hurt only because we choose to take responsibility? feel guilty? is it beyond our understanding and is simply called karma? how does one stop feeling bad even when its feels clear ki there is no apparent solution? wat is it to take charge of one’s life to be happy when our actions hurt many around and they are all stuck hurt? wat is it.. to say happiness lies within u and no one else is responsible for it? how can u be happy oblivious to how u ruined other’s happiness? will practicing buddism answer all this? atleast will it eliminate the need to find such answers and help me make peaceful all those lifes i ruined?  will practice it.. atleast cuz people who care for me suggested it.

It felt relieving to talk to them today.. no its not a perverse satisfaction ki they too face the problems i do.. but its a kind of optimism ki if they can sail thro it then it only means ki there is a solution something i failed to see earlier.. and all i hav to do is jus focus on practicing it.. hope what i feel today doesnt end up like a crap or some kind of confusing feeling like it always did n the pain becomes fresh again.

lady.. looking forward to ur books.. God help me focus..u knw how much i get confused to stray away form wat i want to do and end up hurting myself much more.

Today the thing is that I just returned after watching Thoda pyaar thoda magic..

my parents hate present day movies and though I have good number of friends it never helped me watch movies I longed to .. I wished ki I get to marry a guy who enjoys movies so that I don’t miss out on filmy fun.. and my wish came true J Though my hubs believes that only a well-made Hollywood movie alone qualifies to be worthy of his time, does accompany me for my kinda movies.

Though I like Hollywood movies as anyone else, still that doesn’t describe my taste.. I enjoy them as well as a TZP,a Sarkar Raj, a Bommarillu or a Race or Ready.. and latest in list ..TPTM.. the experience of watching a movie has to be good in the end and I know to an extent one’s personal taste defines it or is it the other way round..ummm..I don’t know..this analysis is confusing.. I am not a movie buff.. I don’t go about watching every movie that releases or every movie that’s termed a must watch.. don’t quite know what interests me..  I laugh my heart out in a comedy caper..sit glued to a couch watching a  kickass action.. empty a box of tissues over emotional ones and get completely mad about entering dark rooms or being alone after watching a spooky or suspense thriller hiding under a pillow or unmindfully causing my fellow spectator a sprain in arm.. in the end like every one even I have reasons to like and dislike movies..

As for TPTM..its is a nice feel good movie.. kids n pranks n cute little jokes and a good hearted Rani.. it feels all so rosy.. but come of think of it making sense..and say not much.. because if only God starts sending down an angel each to help people solve problems.. then India alone crossed its billion mark years ago in count.. then not done.. because the message it sends across is very beautiful.. very sweetly manages to convince us on “Forget and forgive” concept.. and I really loved that.  My dutiful husband understandably had a tough time watching TPTM but bandha ameesha ko dekh kar bahut kushh hogaayaa J she was beautiful, hot, sexy and very sweet too.  Really wish to see more of her in coming days.. Rani was a treat to watch but yes she is aging.. and that definitely is showing.. Saif.. hmmmm he is just getting hotter n hotter with age J Kunal had done a good job though making this movie dint seem rocket science.. but his choice of movie is commendable.. The music is simply awesome as I am a Shankar Eshaan Loy music fan because no matter what genre their compostion belongs to..it always feels on ears..  TPTM dekh kar aaj ki din..nihaal ho gayi J

beeen also to my first dance practice..in recent years..hip-hop..i had exteremely been consciously initially..but i hav begun to njoi it now i guess..

got my mom a yahoo id n we r chatting n chatting since then

i mis home sometimes..huby takes good care of me..but mom is mom afterall.. its always said daughters get inclined to dad but i dont think so!!

ok.. on day 1 i lost both of them.. but i m a better player now

truely amazing game it is.. i will surely come back here when i hav my first victory in this game

after an overwhelming exprience of watching a very well made movie that i watched in recent times.. this is how i would describe Ram gopal varma’s SARKAR RAJ!!

this post deserves the time i allot to it at this hour, as i dont want to lose the spirit over tonite’s sleep ,i watched this movie with!!

there have been mvoies that liked and enjoy each time i watch them but never once felt like expressing my opinion about.

to me SARKAR RAJ is such a brilliant movie that i choose to pay tribute to it on this little blog of mine.

I dint not see any bacchan there.. i saw characters.. for once i believe that bacchans indeed are not a hyped family. there deserve every bit of affection they get showered upon..

for once i dint hate ash for her histrionics, which reminded me of her HUm dil de chuke sanam, the only movie i believe ash performed well!!

u may have seen such camera angles a number of times or always in any hollywood movie but for an indian movie, one must uplaud ram gopal varma for breaking away from formula movies and for his guts and his beliefs with which he delivered SARKAR RAJ!!

i am not a movie buff.. SARKAR RAJ is not a feel good movie.. but its worth the experience of watching it.. its worth every minute you sit glued to it.. worth its narration.. worth its actors..worth its direction.. simply worth the whole product..

i liked SARKAR.. and thought Ram gopal verma accidentally made a good movie.. given a sapte of mindless movies he made and produced over recent years.. but to me SARKAR RAJ made him a respectable director.. really proud of him.

i m not endorsing the movie.. but still at the risk of sounding so..i say u missed something if u have not watched it and its definitely not WORTH it!!

i could relate so much to Drew barrymore in here.. was so desperate to get back and put this post together …

I could relate so very well with it..was almost in tears as the movie neared the climax.. reminds me of my college days.. where though i had friends.. i  still felt “unaccepted” and longed to be otherwise..

of those misunderstandings and humiliations, struggles for survival and disappointments…not to forget the heart-burn..

of how i changed to be more cheerful but desparation to be “accepted” screwed my few years miserably….

life is in safe hands now.. thank god.. i m mentally less disturbed and more stable  

this movie is sure an inspiration to those who want to love life and not just live it!!

cheeeeers

Cant a person of boisterous type become a recluse sometime? does someone posess the same mentality 24×7 365 days?

 check this :

You wish to be left alone

always

never

Isnt crazy? I was somehow not convinced after the test that result would project even a bare minimum report on my nature. But if the company believes so..hmmm!!

A person who hides his emotions, is slick smart, does everything right in time and appears cheerful even under pressure is either totally a myth or atleast a rarity to find. Companies ironically want only these specimens.

Competetive culture is killing the caliber more  than building it!!

Peace seems to be on its way to being obselete..